The above is leaf-math,
a high
block of cottonwood.
I am for volume.
I am for tubes
in and out of the sick.
If heaven were only
where only
you could hurt you
I would touch its dead
and broadcast
their entire range of breakage.
I would breathe to within
a skins-width
of my sleep.
I would make a small nimbus there,
a clear heart
for moths to toss against.
Fake and un-ancient,
inexact as hands,
I would move as if by choice into my life.