JULIA RUBIN


                                     



FAB FIVE

 

 

One loves bread but only allows herself
one sandwich a year. Traces the scars where

her nipples should be. Two gets high from cold
wind on her skin when she runs. She loved a

liar who pinched her to make her go faster.
Three splits apart clumps of grown bearded men

to tell them this song's her favorite. There is
not enough gin for her to admit that

some mornings she wakes up wishing she hadn't.
Jesus once loved Four but forgot to tell her

accidents happen. The good Christian boy
didn't rape her but forgot to tell her

he was going inside. Later over
lattes she will scream he is not her savior.

Outside Family Dollar Five steps off the
bus, climbs onto a bicycle, cries on

her sundress, and zips away. Makes sadness
smell like summer.






TYPO 29